Two days back went SGH to visit sandy mom. She was hospitalized for lung infection. Sad and sorry to see her lying there on the bed. I have alsways seen her as active and joyful lady, and that was my first time seeing her crying and looking very sad. But it was also one of my most regretted days ever.
I have never really regretted why i never learn chinese till now. But that day, i was really crying in myself, hating myslf for not learning chinese. I really wanted to say some words of console to sandy's mom but i couldn't. All because i did not know how to speak in chinese.
The other factor is my fear for hospital beds. I have seen live operation, slaughtering of animals and even other disgusting stuffs. But i can't stand seeing people bedriden or in hospital beds. I dont know why, but i just cant stand it at all. Because of this stupid fear, i could even think or response to anyone there. I was totally helpless and speechless.
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