BearBear in trepidation

Over trepidation.Past few days worked like shit. So many delivery and job offers dont know what to do or choose. Being a free agent is not easy at all. The month of may is coming and need alot of cash ready. Need buy presents, running shoes, ankle guard, wo so many expensens......

Both me and my family into many problems. $$$$. Not enough at all. Cant even find a solid job where i can some decent cash. Not sure weather to work as telemarker or not also. Heard it is a hard job and needs alot of experince.

Stressed over the limit ready, thinking of rejecting the delivery job. Items are getting heavier and heavier as day goes by, but pay not increasing at all. No of deliveries also increasing. Really wander how the rest can stand it. Waiting for Sat to come. Want to go out and relax , free my mind from all the troubles and sorrows. Wish anyone would be free and willing to spend sometime with me...........................................

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