May god bless your mom.
Sandy, dont worry about your mom. Your mom will be alright. I will pray for your mom's speedy recovery. Dont worry Sandy. May god bless your mom.
Helpless and Speechless
Two days back went SGH to visit sandy mom. She was hospitalized for lung infection. Sad and sorry to see her lying there on the bed. I have alsways seen her as active and joyful lady, and that was my first time seeing her crying and looking very sad. But it was also one of my most regretted days ever.
I have never really regretted why i never learn chinese till now. But that day, i was really crying in myself, hating myslf for not learning chinese. I really wanted to say some words of console to sandy's mom but i couldn't. All because i did not know how to speak in chinese.
The other factor is my fear for hospital beds. I have seen live operation, slaughtering of animals and even other disgusting stuffs. But i can't stand seeing people bedriden or in hospital beds. I dont know why, but i just cant stand it at all. Because of this stupid fear, i could even think or response to anyone there. I was totally helpless and speechless.
I have never really regretted why i never learn chinese till now. But that day, i was really crying in myself, hating myslf for not learning chinese. I really wanted to say some words of console to sandy's mom but i couldn't. All because i did not know how to speak in chinese.
The other factor is my fear for hospital beds. I have seen live operation, slaughtering of animals and even other disgusting stuffs. But i can't stand seeing people bedriden or in hospital beds. I dont know why, but i just cant stand it at all. Because of this stupid fear, i could even think or response to anyone there. I was totally helpless and speechless.
BearBear in trepidation
Over trepidation.Past few days worked like shit. So many delivery and job offers dont know what to do or choose. Being a free agent is not easy at all. The month of may is coming and need alot of cash ready. Need buy presents, running shoes, ankle guard, wo so many expensens......
Both me and my family into many problems. $$$$. Not enough at all. Cant even find a solid job where i can some decent cash. Not sure weather to work as telemarker or not also. Heard it is a hard job and needs alot of experince.
Stressed over the limit ready, thinking of rejecting the delivery job. Items are getting heavier and heavier as day goes by, but pay not increasing at all. No of deliveries also increasing. Really wander how the rest can stand it. Waiting for Sat to come. Want to go out and relax , free my mind from all the troubles and sorrows. Wish anyone would be free and willing to spend sometime with me...........................................
Both me and my family into many problems. $$$$. Not enough at all. Cant even find a solid job where i can some decent cash. Not sure weather to work as telemarker or not also. Heard it is a hard job and needs alot of experince.
Stressed over the limit ready, thinking of rejecting the delivery job. Items are getting heavier and heavier as day goes by, but pay not increasing at all. No of deliveries also increasing. Really wander how the rest can stand it. Waiting for Sat to come. Want to go out and relax , free my mind from all the troubles and sorrows. Wish anyone would be free and willing to spend sometime with me...........................................
troubled why ?
Death is a funny thing. Cause there is no solid answer to tell when it will occur.
It can happen to anyone and anytime. There is no certain timeframe or anything to tell the day.
Death is one of the common thing with all living things. Why It Happen? Nobody knows.
But one thing is sure, when it comes it also bring alongs Saddness and worry. Not only to the people who is going to die but to also to ppl around it.
Very troubled recently, wanted to write so many things, but nothing is in my mind expect
Death..........
It can happen to anyone and anytime. There is no certain timeframe or anything to tell the day.
Death is one of the common thing with all living things. Why It Happen? Nobody knows.
But one thing is sure, when it comes it also bring alongs Saddness and worry. Not only to the people who is going to die but to also to ppl around it.
Very troubled recently, wanted to write so many things, but nothing is in my mind expect
Death..........
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