Past Memories

Past two days i was s not at home. I was a way enjoying my time.
I was at my FYP mate house doing FYP. It was very fun and enjoying.
(But FYP is still a pain in our a**). Now at my own house. I think i dint miss my house. But miss my frinends.

I camp over my leader place to do our work. I also got to meet a new friend and a chance to mix with him. A bit worried now, cause i dont want to hurt the new freinds feeling. Cause i was making fun of pretty and i am scared that it would have hurt his feelings. Bro if i have done anything worng i am sorry. Do please forgive me ok.

Everyday my friends and I are doing FYP. Very Sianz. Cant even enjoy a min. So much of work to do and our client is demanding alot from. I thought ITP was cheap labour. But actually FYP is the cheap labour. You dont get paid for dorking for the client. Too Bad...... For me i really would like it if i get some kind of pay from the company.(Really need it alot.)

But lukily the god have gave me wonderful and loving group.
I really like my FYP group. Every one is easy going and very loving. All of them are trusting me and treating really good. Even though i am a new addition to their a gang they willing to sacrifice some stuffs for me. That really touched me.

I usally dont tell my past life to anyone cause i dont like pityness.But for some reason i feel ok and easy when i told my past life to my friends. After a long time i was able to get some console for my past memories. I really slpt very peacefull today.

All my bad encounters in my sech school flashed infront of my eyes when i was telling about it to my friends. Some incidents still hurt me when i say about it. But at the some time my good memories also came to my mind. But to me my friends words were the one that really console me and stoped me from crying. Once again thanks guys.

Love is not a thing that can be played. Neither self-image. Both are very sensitive issues for each and every thing in the world. Both can lead happiness and sad if you are on the right. It also can bring death if you are on the wrong side. Ok back to current life. Past is Past. Dont regret about it. Lets live the present now.

So after, good talk, My FYP mates ask me to tell about them and how i feel about them.
So i did tell. What i say was truth. It came from my heart directly. So if i have hurt anyone feelings i am very sorry. I was you guys to be happy and live happy. I here to help you guys in FYP and other areas where i can help. So i am sorry if i have hurt your feelings. If my jokes are hurting or sensitive you guys got the right to scold me or slap.

From today onward you guys are not my friends. You are part of my family.

Tall = Sister
Pretty = Sister
Sandy= Brother
Leader=Brother.

Now have to get ready to go to school. Still got BRCOM PRACTICAL. Hope i can rent a room or live near jurong till i finsh my FYP it will be easy for me.

Dam haven inform about my uncle's death to his friends. I am really bad. Dont know weather the news have reach them or not. Today must really call them and inform them.