Today i never get to do alot of work for FYP. THe internet was down at leader's place and i was not able to access the resources online. Very troublesome.
Just did editing of the datagrids and integration the latest navigation to all the pages. But most of time spent playing warcraft and watching jimmy play the warcraft. Dont know why the time goes so fast. Hope tml the internet is working and i can go and do some desgin related work.
Got so many to do. Flash, ICON Creation, get story and many more. Why must the earthquake come at this time of the year. Really pity the people affected by the earthquake and people who are indirectly affected by the quake.
Today had lunch with Tall and Dinner with Prerty. Two dates at one day. Wow really hot ah ?
Nothing much happen we just talked and talked during my lunch and dinner. But my dinner talk was interesting cause we were talking about other race weddings how it goes and it customs. Not bad ah ?
Now really tired, need to go and blog my other one also.
So many things ...
Wow, my entry will be super long this time. Got so much to say. Nearly three days never blog.
First and most, i would like to apologise to pretty and tall for playing such prank on you guys.
I really did not mean to hurt anyone feelings.My aim waws just to play, but did not knew that it will turn like this. I am very sorry gals. You deserve to be angry and even to scold me. But please dont stop talking to me cause i would not be able to take it. I need you guys. You are my friends. Friends forget and forgive. So please forgive me. Now i know what is your limatations i will never play such pranks on you guys again. Once again i am sorry.
Next, Miss India. Sorry for talking harsh on you. You know the reason. I was very angry on myself and when you called that time i kind of was rash on you. Sorry, hope you would understand me Miss India.
However, my past christmas was very enjoyable.This year i never do the usuall. This year i did not go to the rich Guy chirstmas party. Insetead i went to eddie's and Sandy's party. Why ?
Very simple, my fyp mates wanted to come to the rich Guy party. So i asked for persmission from the guy. But whats his reply ? NO!!!!
He say that the party is only for his friends, Come on my friends are also his friends right
(Can try to become friends). He only can invite other new friends is it. OK. When you dont want to invite my friends then you are no more my friend.If you dont know how to respect friendship then you are not my friend any more. I simply broke my friendship with him.
Leader,Sandy, Tall, Pretty,Jie, Wei are more important than him. It is 6 friends for 1. Come on i treasure friendship but not friends who want fame out of others. 6 friends is better than a single 6 years friend.
So this year i did not go to that F**King party at all. Not even near it. Not only that this time i was able to teach my LSTPJW friends on how really a chirstmax celebration goes. And I am very happy about it. After celebrating with LSTPJW, went over to eddie's place to celebrate. Wow it was awesome. With Xman tree, decoration, all my other friends and eddie's relations this was really a wonderfull and nice Xmas party. Wish next year i could bring my LSTPJW to this party again.
PS: GUYS IF YOU THINK MY JOKES OR PLAYFULLNESS IS TOO MUCH JUST SHOOT OR TELL ME IT IS OK WITH. ANY WAY I AM VERY NEW TO YOUR EDITION. SO I MAY NEED SOME TIME TO KNOW YOUR LIMITAIONS AND YOUR TEMPER LEVELS>
First and most, i would like to apologise to pretty and tall for playing such prank on you guys.
I really did not mean to hurt anyone feelings.My aim waws just to play, but did not knew that it will turn like this. I am very sorry gals. You deserve to be angry and even to scold me. But please dont stop talking to me cause i would not be able to take it. I need you guys. You are my friends. Friends forget and forgive. So please forgive me. Now i know what is your limatations i will never play such pranks on you guys again. Once again i am sorry.
Next, Miss India. Sorry for talking harsh on you. You know the reason. I was very angry on myself and when you called that time i kind of was rash on you. Sorry, hope you would understand me Miss India.
However, my past christmas was very enjoyable.This year i never do the usuall. This year i did not go to the rich Guy chirstmas party. Insetead i went to eddie's and Sandy's party. Why ?
Very simple, my fyp mates wanted to come to the rich Guy party. So i asked for persmission from the guy. But whats his reply ? NO!!!!
He say that the party is only for his friends, Come on my friends are also his friends right
(Can try to become friends). He only can invite other new friends is it. OK. When you dont want to invite my friends then you are no more my friend.If you dont know how to respect friendship then you are not my friend any more. I simply broke my friendship with him.
Leader,Sandy, Tall, Pretty,Jie, Wei are more important than him. It is 6 friends for 1. Come on i treasure friendship but not friends who want fame out of others. 6 friends is better than a single 6 years friend.
So this year i did not go to that F**King party at all. Not even near it. Not only that this time i was able to teach my LSTPJW friends on how really a chirstmax celebration goes. And I am very happy about it. After celebrating with LSTPJW, went over to eddie's place to celebrate. Wow it was awesome. With Xman tree, decoration, all my other friends and eddie's relations this was really a wonderfull and nice Xmas party. Wish next year i could bring my LSTPJW to this party again.
PS: GUYS IF YOU THINK MY JOKES OR PLAYFULLNESS IS TOO MUCH JUST SHOOT OR TELL ME IT IS OK WITH. ANY WAY I AM VERY NEW TO YOUR EDITION. SO I MAY NEED SOME TIME TO KNOW YOUR LIMITAIONS AND YOUR TEMPER LEVELS>
Shopping
Today went shopping with my friends for xmas.....First time shopping with them they all ready make me wait for a hour alone... Hahaha. At last we met.
We walked and walked and walked searching for the ideal present for the present exchange tmr.....
After walking at bugis we wnt to PS (Plaza Singapura) to shop. Not only that today i got to mee Ruby and tall's sis. Rudy really look like rachel and dora mixed. But tall sis is totally different. She is pretty too.... hahah
So after walking for very long time, every one got to buy their presents ready.... Wow really headache. Not easy doing the last min shopping. Every where we go seems to be crowed....... Very tiring indeed..........
Then the worst thing happen.... I waited for my dad at dover bustop for nearly two hours. He came only at 12 plus and picked up me. Dam i was very lonely, sitting alone in the bustop waiting for him. A bit scared also. Cause suddely the lights at the bus top went off. Wow so scarry........ At last he came and picked me up
Luckly everything is over. Left only enjoying tml at sandy's house...
We walked and walked and walked searching for the ideal present for the present exchange tmr.....
After walking at bugis we wnt to PS (Plaza Singapura) to shop. Not only that today i got to mee Ruby and tall's sis. Rudy really look like rachel and dora mixed. But tall sis is totally different. She is pretty too.... hahah
So after walking for very long time, every one got to buy their presents ready.... Wow really headache. Not easy doing the last min shopping. Every where we go seems to be crowed....... Very tiring indeed..........
Then the worst thing happen.... I waited for my dad at dover bustop for nearly two hours. He came only at 12 plus and picked up me. Dam i was very lonely, sitting alone in the bustop waiting for him. A bit scared also. Cause suddely the lights at the bus top went off. Wow so scarry........ At last he came and picked me up
Luckly everything is over. Left only enjoying tml at sandy's house...
Past Two Days
Past two days, never blog. Got alot to say. Questions to Answer and many more.
First, Want to congragulate my brother. He came third in his whole level and was awared 100 dollars by the government for his progress. That good. I really wish him all the best hope he gets more awards.
Next, My friends. For our BRCOM assignment we have really achieve alot. Not only i understand the module but we are able to implement the DAL in our system. Really proud of my friends for coming down to my place and doing the project even though i live very far from them.Thanks guys. Thanks alot
Third, a question which asked by my friends. Why i dont smile when i take photos ?
Ans: Simple, i forgot how to smile. When i was in primary, i was taking a photo with my step-grandma relatiaves. In the photo every one were kids including me. No adults. After the photo the incident happen. My step-uncles said something which made me forget to smile.He told because of my smile the photo looked ugly. He said that i was the black mark in that photo.(Cause my reatlives are malay(White skin) and all are rich). Everyone laughed. My parents were not able to say anything. They were helpless. I dont know weather he said it for fun or what but it hurt me alot. It was my birthday on that day. I was the main person on the photo and when my uncle told me that. It really hurt me alot. At that age i was young so i did not know what to do therefore, i decided to not smile in any photos, cause i thought it really spoils the pic. So till now i dont smile in any photos cause i am still haunt by the saying and the incident. Thats why i try my best not to stand in any photo shots, but if i can't miss it then i dont smile in that pic. Really wander how would i smile or be on the day of wedding or on the day of graduation.
HAHAHAHAHAHA........
First, Want to congragulate my brother. He came third in his whole level and was awared 100 dollars by the government for his progress. That good. I really wish him all the best hope he gets more awards.
Next, My friends. For our BRCOM assignment we have really achieve alot. Not only i understand the module but we are able to implement the DAL in our system. Really proud of my friends for coming down to my place and doing the project even though i live very far from them.Thanks guys. Thanks alot
Third, a question which asked by my friends. Why i dont smile when i take photos ?
Ans: Simple, i forgot how to smile. When i was in primary, i was taking a photo with my step-grandma relatiaves. In the photo every one were kids including me. No adults. After the photo the incident happen. My step-uncles said something which made me forget to smile.He told because of my smile the photo looked ugly. He said that i was the black mark in that photo.(Cause my reatlives are malay(White skin) and all are rich). Everyone laughed. My parents were not able to say anything. They were helpless. I dont know weather he said it for fun or what but it hurt me alot. It was my birthday on that day. I was the main person on the photo and when my uncle told me that. It really hurt me alot. At that age i was young so i did not know what to do therefore, i decided to not smile in any photos, cause i thought it really spoils the pic. So till now i dont smile in any photos cause i am still haunt by the saying and the incident. Thats why i try my best not to stand in any photo shots, but if i can't miss it then i dont smile in that pic. Really wander how would i smile or be on the day of wedding or on the day of graduation.
HAHAHAHAHAHA........
Am i a K.P.O ? I mean today i was shoot by friend saying that i was a K.P.O.
It is not that i want to be K.P.O. It is them....... They come to me in need of help it is not me going after them asking for their story or anything.
So when they come, I will ask them a few question which i think would help, me to solve the problem. But today my friend's galfriend shoot at me saying i was a K.P.O.
I dont know. I helped this gal alot and now she shoot at me. WOW that makes my temper rise alot. Luckily i can control it.....
To all my friends out there. If you think i am a K.P.O just tell me directly. Or tag it in my tagnboard.
It is not that i want to be K.P.O. It is them....... They come to me in need of help it is not me going after them asking for their story or anything.
So when they come, I will ask them a few question which i think would help, me to solve the problem. But today my friend's galfriend shoot at me saying i was a K.P.O.
I dont know. I helped this gal alot and now she shoot at me. WOW that makes my temper rise alot. Luckily i can control it.....
To all my friends out there. If you think i am a K.P.O just tell me directly. Or tag it in my tagnboard.
Heavy Work Load
Sunday started today for me with the sun and my mom looming over me. While rest enjoy I suffered today. GOD dam... why should i work like a bufflo for someone else and i dont even get paid.
My mom was giving the shop to my uncle. And i had to be there to do stcoking ( A process of writing all the stocks down in a book before handing over the shop to someone else.) Come on this thing can be written by my uncle himself. But he wanted me to write.
Aheww.... So many work. Went to the shop around 8 to day and come back only at 12.30. We practically ransacked the shop and wrote everything from scratch. Just because my aunt's dad wants to be a proper one. Come on he is my uncle neither me or my mom is going to cheat him. Afteralll my mom has done for him. The Saying "Relatives are Snakes and Friends are like Dog" is absultly correct.
The best thing happen to day is that, my love called me and I talked to her today. For that 10 min i was in haven. All my tired muslces were not aching and I got back a new shot of energy.
WHY shouldn't the talk last for a hour or so. Why must i walk so fast untill i reach the shop. Wish i can call her tonight. It has been a month or more readty since i talked to her.
Today onwards, I am not the shopowner or dealer, but a helper. A helper to asist my uncle and past my knowlege on how to run the shop to my uncle. Reallly sad leaving the shop. Now i will lose all my new freinds and galfriends. My dream of having my own shop is shattered to a million pieces.And tml i still got FYP and BRCOM to do. Sianz..... life is really getting harder and tribble
My mom was giving the shop to my uncle. And i had to be there to do stcoking ( A process of writing all the stocks down in a book before handing over the shop to someone else.) Come on this thing can be written by my uncle himself. But he wanted me to write.
Aheww.... So many work. Went to the shop around 8 to day and come back only at 12.30. We practically ransacked the shop and wrote everything from scratch. Just because my aunt's dad wants to be a proper one. Come on he is my uncle neither me or my mom is going to cheat him. Afteralll my mom has done for him. The Saying "Relatives are Snakes and Friends are like Dog" is absultly correct.
The best thing happen to day is that, my love called me and I talked to her today. For that 10 min i was in haven. All my tired muslces were not aching and I got back a new shot of energy.
WHY shouldn't the talk last for a hour or so. Why must i walk so fast untill i reach the shop. Wish i can call her tonight. It has been a month or more readty since i talked to her.
Today onwards, I am not the shopowner or dealer, but a helper. A helper to asist my uncle and past my knowlege on how to run the shop to my uncle. Reallly sad leaving the shop. Now i will lose all my new freinds and galfriends. My dream of having my own shop is shattered to a million pieces.And tml i still got FYP and BRCOM to do. Sianz..... life is really getting harder and tribble
Why ?
Why ? Must it be me. I mean, just cause i am the elderest, does not mean that i have to do all the work. I am only 19 a gae for enjoy and work, but i do the duties of a 30 years old man. it is nearly twice my age.
Too many responsiblities. My own work, My studies, My enjoyment, teaching brothers, taking care parents, helping both parents in thier work and business, help the rest and many more. Why ?
I just want to do my work and study. It has been really ages since i had a peacefull sleep. Each day and night have to think about so many things. -- Things that need to be done, things that dont need to be done and many more.
It is not that i am a light sleeper. But too many things in mind that makes me a light sleeper. Now it is FYP also,. Lukilly I got a good group that understands me.
But the good think is that, all this responsiblites and light sleep has made me in to a better person. A person who is more multitasking and more patience. But the negitive thing is that, my health is getting worse and worse as days past. Ever since i know responsiblities have been part of my life. Doing older man stuffs also has been part of me.
God this is very unfair. I FAT, UGLY, NOT FIT,STUPID, LAZY. with so many responsilities.
No wander i look like a 30 to 40 old man. No wander no gals want to talk to me or go out with.
GOD...........
Too many responsiblities. My own work, My studies, My enjoyment, teaching brothers, taking care parents, helping both parents in thier work and business, help the rest and many more. Why ?
I just want to do my work and study. It has been really ages since i had a peacefull sleep. Each day and night have to think about so many things. -- Things that need to be done, things that dont need to be done and many more.
It is not that i am a light sleeper. But too many things in mind that makes me a light sleeper. Now it is FYP also,. Lukilly I got a good group that understands me.
But the good think is that, all this responsiblites and light sleep has made me in to a better person. A person who is more multitasking and more patience. But the negitive thing is that, my health is getting worse and worse as days past. Ever since i know responsiblities have been part of my life. Doing older man stuffs also has been part of me.
God this is very unfair. I FAT, UGLY, NOT FIT,STUPID, LAZY. with so many responsilities.
No wander i look like a 30 to 40 old man. No wander no gals want to talk to me or go out with.
GOD...........
Past Memories
Past two days i was s not at home. I was a way enjoying my time.
I was at my FYP mate house doing FYP. It was very fun and enjoying.
(But FYP is still a pain in our a**). Now at my own house. I think i dint miss my house. But miss my frinends.
I camp over my leader place to do our work. I also got to meet a new friend and a chance to mix with him. A bit worried now, cause i dont want to hurt the new freinds feeling. Cause i was making fun of pretty and i am scared that it would have hurt his feelings. Bro if i have done anything worng i am sorry. Do please forgive me ok.
Everyday my friends and I are doing FYP. Very Sianz. Cant even enjoy a min. So much of work to do and our client is demanding alot from. I thought ITP was cheap labour. But actually FYP is the cheap labour. You dont get paid for dorking for the client. Too Bad...... For me i really would like it if i get some kind of pay from the company.(Really need it alot.)
But lukily the god have gave me wonderful and loving group.
I really like my FYP group. Every one is easy going and very loving. All of them are trusting me and treating really good. Even though i am a new addition to their a gang they willing to sacrifice some stuffs for me. That really touched me.
I usally dont tell my past life to anyone cause i dont like pityness.But for some reason i feel ok and easy when i told my past life to my friends. After a long time i was able to get some console for my past memories. I really slpt very peacefull today.
All my bad encounters in my sech school flashed infront of my eyes when i was telling about it to my friends. Some incidents still hurt me when i say about it. But at the some time my good memories also came to my mind. But to me my friends words were the one that really console me and stoped me from crying. Once again thanks guys.
Love is not a thing that can be played. Neither self-image. Both are very sensitive issues for each and every thing in the world. Both can lead happiness and sad if you are on the right. It also can bring death if you are on the wrong side. Ok back to current life. Past is Past. Dont regret about it. Lets live the present now.
So after, good talk, My FYP mates ask me to tell about them and how i feel about them.
So i did tell. What i say was truth. It came from my heart directly. So if i have hurt anyone feelings i am very sorry. I was you guys to be happy and live happy. I here to help you guys in FYP and other areas where i can help. So i am sorry if i have hurt your feelings. If my jokes are hurting or sensitive you guys got the right to scold me or slap.
From today onward you guys are not my friends. You are part of my family.
Tall = Sister
Pretty = Sister
Sandy= Brother
Leader=Brother.
Now have to get ready to go to school. Still got BRCOM PRACTICAL. Hope i can rent a room or live near jurong till i finsh my FYP it will be easy for me.
Dam haven inform about my uncle's death to his friends. I am really bad. Dont know weather the news have reach them or not. Today must really call them and inform them.
I was at my FYP mate house doing FYP. It was very fun and enjoying.
(But FYP is still a pain in our a**). Now at my own house. I think i dint miss my house. But miss my frinends.
I camp over my leader place to do our work. I also got to meet a new friend and a chance to mix with him. A bit worried now, cause i dont want to hurt the new freinds feeling. Cause i was making fun of pretty and i am scared that it would have hurt his feelings. Bro if i have done anything worng i am sorry. Do please forgive me ok.
Everyday my friends and I are doing FYP. Very Sianz. Cant even enjoy a min. So much of work to do and our client is demanding alot from. I thought ITP was cheap labour. But actually FYP is the cheap labour. You dont get paid for dorking for the client. Too Bad...... For me i really would like it if i get some kind of pay from the company.(Really need it alot.)
But lukily the god have gave me wonderful and loving group.
I really like my FYP group. Every one is easy going and very loving. All of them are trusting me and treating really good. Even though i am a new addition to their a gang they willing to sacrifice some stuffs for me. That really touched me.
I usally dont tell my past life to anyone cause i dont like pityness.But for some reason i feel ok and easy when i told my past life to my friends. After a long time i was able to get some console for my past memories. I really slpt very peacefull today.
All my bad encounters in my sech school flashed infront of my eyes when i was telling about it to my friends. Some incidents still hurt me when i say about it. But at the some time my good memories also came to my mind. But to me my friends words were the one that really console me and stoped me from crying. Once again thanks guys.
Love is not a thing that can be played. Neither self-image. Both are very sensitive issues for each and every thing in the world. Both can lead happiness and sad if you are on the right. It also can bring death if you are on the wrong side. Ok back to current life. Past is Past. Dont regret about it. Lets live the present now.
So after, good talk, My FYP mates ask me to tell about them and how i feel about them.
So i did tell. What i say was truth. It came from my heart directly. So if i have hurt anyone feelings i am very sorry. I was you guys to be happy and live happy. I here to help you guys in FYP and other areas where i can help. So i am sorry if i have hurt your feelings. If my jokes are hurting or sensitive you guys got the right to scold me or slap.
From today onward you guys are not my friends. You are part of my family.
Tall = Sister
Pretty = Sister
Sandy= Brother
Leader=Brother.
Now have to get ready to go to school. Still got BRCOM PRACTICAL. Hope i can rent a room or live near jurong till i finsh my FYP it will be easy for me.
Dam haven inform about my uncle's death to his friends. I am really bad. Dont know weather the news have reach them or not. Today must really call them and inform them.
Ah..... it is dam painfull
Dam form morining till now got the pain.
Took panadol but still it does not disappers.
Really wander how i did my FYP integration . and laughed so long.
Mummy said it was cause my bodyis too heated up. But how can it be.
I have been drinking alot and alot of water for the past few days.
Is it becoz i ate alot of heaty food ? or not enough sleep ?
After a long time i got a chance to laugh really lot and till my head ache.
Brother Sandy was very funny with his "GUN" joke and the way he potrated it.
My current group is good and very understanding, everyone treat me good.
I feel i am one of them and i know them for very long. Tml once again must choing for FYP.
Dam i can very have fun peacefully.
Wander what my Imagine Cup friends are doing right now?
Took panadol but still it does not disappers.
Really wander how i did my FYP integration . and laughed so long.
Mummy said it was cause my bodyis too heated up. But how can it be.
I have been drinking alot and alot of water for the past few days.
Is it becoz i ate alot of heaty food ? or not enough sleep ?
After a long time i got a chance to laugh really lot and till my head ache.
Brother Sandy was very funny with his "GUN" joke and the way he potrated it.
My current group is good and very understanding, everyone treat me good.
I feel i am one of them and i know them for very long. Tml once again must choing for FYP.
Dam i can very have fun peacefully.
Wander what my Imagine Cup friends are doing right now?
Next Step..........
My FYP mates have been stayin in my house, and it was great.
Staying awake and doing our FYP, going for short late night walk.!!!
It was a totally dffierent experience casue
this is the first time they are overnighting at my crib.
Sandy have stayed in my house twice in a week. It was great having him.
Esp disturing pretty and tall through the night and sharing our "GHOST" encounters.
Really happy that we managed to complete our part for FYP.
Hope the next step of integration would be easy.
Missed her alot. It has been one whole month since i last heard from her.
Wish i get the time to call her............
Staying awake and doing our FYP, going for short late night walk.!!!
It was a totally dffierent experience casue
this is the first time they are overnighting at my crib.
Sandy have stayed in my house twice in a week. It was great having him.
Esp disturing pretty and tall through the night and sharing our "GHOST" encounters.
Really happy that we managed to complete our part for FYP.
Hope the next step of integration would be easy.
Missed her alot. It has been one whole month since i last heard from her.
Wish i get the time to call her............
Dementor Keeper is back !!!!!!
Past few days I have been playing soccer with my FYP mates.
After nearly 3 to 4 years i started playing soccer.
It was hard playing after putting on couple of KGs in the past years.
But manage to soccer couple of goals and assist some goals.
Too bad my reflex were not as good as that time.
Really, reminds me of my Sec schl days and Dementors FC.
FYP teams played wonderfull, esp pretty was great for a gal
and tall managed to score some goals for a newbie(I think....).
Sandy was awesome.........
After nearly 3 to 4 years i started playing soccer.
It was hard playing after putting on couple of KGs in the past years.
But manage to soccer couple of goals and assist some goals.
Too bad my reflex were not as good as that time.
Really, reminds me of my Sec schl days and Dementors FC.
FYP teams played wonderfull, esp pretty was great for a gal
and tall managed to score some goals for a newbie(I think....).
Sandy was awesome.........
New ???
Life is not easy now days.......neither schl ..........
My schl takes every single juice from my life ....
Every where you trun it is only FYP......
I have been eating FYP, drinking FYP, dreaming FYP and even walking FYP......
Even my friends and suffering form it........
Freinds......A new set of friends who have entered my life.
Friends......Gals and Guys.
Friends......Tall, Short,Tin,Medium.
Friends......Pretty,Handsome,Cute,Childish.
Friends......Softhearted, Hardhearted, Funny,Serious.
Friends......Whom have turned my life around.
Friends......Whom i really regret for not meeting earlier.
Friends......The Gems in my treasure box.
Friends......Safegauard and Protected by my soul.
Friends......................
My schl takes every single juice from my life ....
Every where you trun it is only FYP......
I have been eating FYP, drinking FYP, dreaming FYP and even walking FYP......
Even my friends and suffering form it........
Freinds......A new set of friends who have entered my life.
Friends......Gals and Guys.
Friends......Tall, Short,Tin,Medium.
Friends......Pretty,Handsome,Cute,Childish.
Friends......Softhearted, Hardhearted, Funny,Serious.
Friends......Whom have turned my life around.
Friends......Whom i really regret for not meeting earlier.
Friends......The Gems in my treasure box.
Friends......Safegauard and Protected by my soul.
Friends......................
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