Dam

Everything is over now...... Exams, Presentations and eevery things.........
Not even a week now i have to think about my future study ready? Why? Cause the adminision for Uni has started today and i am in the biggest confuse i was ever was......

Every thing went well even at my Medcial Checkup at CMPB. A bit disappointed that could not make into B or A even though i got A in all the stations expect only one, the height and weight station.

Just because i was over weight they gave me Pes BP... Nothing to be fussy about but abit hurting just all..... On my way back saw couple of my friends who told me about the admission. They said they were going to apply and asked me to apply with them. At first i said ok, but when came back home my mind changed, before all these i thought about working first before joing the uni but now i am confused, weather to apply or work first..... What to do now, my fmily finacial situtaion is not good, but people say there the bond to help, but i am not sure weather i will be sekected for the hlep or not...........

So many things going in my mind...... The people who supposed to help me are or not helping. cause they do not know what to do and the worst thing is they dont understand my feeling.
(If you know who i am referring to GUYS)...... Why waS I BORN IN THINS ******


HATE LIVING. FEEL VERY LONLY AND THERE IS NO ONE TO CONSOLE ME OR TALK TO ME.... GOD WHERE IS THE LISTENING EAR WHEN I NEED ONE......

So many things to say and talk about too bad cant write everything here......