It is very funny how a four letter word can change another four letter word......
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TIME AND LIFE.....
It is very funny how TIME can change a persons LIFE. Really wander how, people say our life is in our hands....BUT it is not true....Our life is in the hands of TIME.
TIME with other factors can change LIFE faster. Better or Worst, nobody know untill the the time comes. FACTORS such as education and money has really chnaged many peoples life and indeed it has changed my life to.........Wish i had full contorl of my life..............
Long Day
It has been very long since i last blogged or met my CLOSE FRIENDS. Time flies so fast.
Past few weeks have going so far well expect that i keep on gettin into qurrael the person.
It is very simple, i just found out that the PERSON doesnt understand me at all. THE PERSON does not know how i feel or think. All this while i was thinking that THE PERSON understand me well....... But it is not the FACT. Because of these thinking problems i and THE PERSON keep on qurraling alot. Really holiday seems to be a nightmare to me. I just dont want to stay at home at all. I want to go out.
Too bad no money or friends to go out. The one near to me seems to be far away virtually and relativly....... The only one who i can talk to is also ver far away....................... Very Sianz
Sorry GUYS I MISS YOU GUYS ALOT. BOTH SCHL AND OLD PALS
Past few weeks have going so far well expect that i keep on gettin into qurrael the person.
It is very simple, i just found out that the PERSON doesnt understand me at all. THE PERSON does not know how i feel or think. All this while i was thinking that THE PERSON understand me well....... But it is not the FACT. Because of these thinking problems i and THE PERSON keep on qurraling alot. Really holiday seems to be a nightmare to me. I just dont want to stay at home at all. I want to go out.
Too bad no money or friends to go out. The one near to me seems to be far away virtually and relativly....... The only one who i can talk to is also ver far away....................... Very Sianz
Sorry GUYS I MISS YOU GUYS ALOT. BOTH SCHL AND OLD PALS
Angry
One of the thing that i dont like, is when people critisie me.
I know i am plum, but that does not mean i am not exersicing or taking care of my health.
You all dont know how much stress and pressure i am with dealing with my weight and shape.
Hate it when people say i am fat and ugly esp the person who is saying is meeting me for the first time or meeting me after a long gap.
Come on, Once you see a your friend you should asking how is he or somethi9ng nice, not saying how fat the person is . You can say it after some time of talk but not the first thing when you open your mouth. Really the person hurt me alot.
After a long time i am seeing you, i was hopping for a good talk with you, but what you say, i need to loose my weight. You know how hurting it is, dam you. Luckly you are not either reading this or i saying it to your fuc**** face.
Just for your, how you look or how you talk does not matter. It's how your character and feelings are the most. You type of guys will never understand even if the earth is going to blow.
I know i am plum, but that does not mean i am not exersicing or taking care of my health.
You all dont know how much stress and pressure i am with dealing with my weight and shape.
Hate it when people say i am fat and ugly esp the person who is saying is meeting me for the first time or meeting me after a long gap.
Come on, Once you see a your friend you should asking how is he or somethi9ng nice, not saying how fat the person is . You can say it after some time of talk but not the first thing when you open your mouth. Really the person hurt me alot.
After a long time i am seeing you, i was hopping for a good talk with you, but what you say, i need to loose my weight. You know how hurting it is, dam you. Luckly you are not either reading this or i saying it to your fuc**** face.
Just for your, how you look or how you talk does not matter. It's how your character and feelings are the most. You type of guys will never understand even if the earth is going to blow.
Happy and Sad
So far everything is going well, expect for my Schl laptop thingy.... Feel as if i am cheated for something that i never do at all.
Few days back met some of my secondary schl friends. They came to my estate and call me down. Suprised to see them, cause they usually dont invite me and Kumarn to this kind of meeting. Not only that Divya has return from Australia and was meeting all her friends. This is one of the gal which i dont know why i cant get along. Always quarreling for nothing.
But now she seem to be changed alot. A bit friendlier, but the past memories do hunt both of us when we talked to each other, I was able to feel it when she talked to me. hahaha.......
The other important thing is the the laptop issue. My group and i met the deputy-director,
I was really hopping for more dscount for the problem, but it turned out that the schl kinda didnt believe us. So we took it back hoping we can use other sources to solve it.....sianz
Out of all these issues, i did enjoy my day having fun, playinf PS2 and going for dinner at Seoul Garden. Really broke after these few days, spent alot ready, not sure howlong my rest of my money can hold on... Hahahahahahah
Few days back met some of my secondary schl friends. They came to my estate and call me down. Suprised to see them, cause they usually dont invite me and Kumarn to this kind of meeting. Not only that Divya has return from Australia and was meeting all her friends. This is one of the gal which i dont know why i cant get along. Always quarreling for nothing.
But now she seem to be changed alot. A bit friendlier, but the past memories do hunt both of us when we talked to each other, I was able to feel it when she talked to me. hahaha.......
The other important thing is the the laptop issue. My group and i met the deputy-director,
I was really hopping for more dscount for the problem, but it turned out that the schl kinda didnt believe us. So we took it back hoping we can use other sources to solve it.....sianz
Out of all these issues, i did enjoy my day having fun, playinf PS2 and going for dinner at Seoul Garden. Really broke after these few days, spent alot ready, not sure howlong my rest of my money can hold on... Hahahahahahah
Dam
Everything is over now...... Exams, Presentations and eevery things.........
Not even a week now i have to think about my future study ready? Why? Cause the adminision for Uni has started today and i am in the biggest confuse i was ever was......
Every thing went well even at my Medcial Checkup at CMPB. A bit disappointed that could not make into B or A even though i got A in all the stations expect only one, the height and weight station.
Just because i was over weight they gave me Pes BP... Nothing to be fussy about but abit hurting just all..... On my way back saw couple of my friends who told me about the admission. They said they were going to apply and asked me to apply with them. At first i said ok, but when came back home my mind changed, before all these i thought about working first before joing the uni but now i am confused, weather to apply or work first..... What to do now, my fmily finacial situtaion is not good, but people say there the bond to help, but i am not sure weather i will be sekected for the hlep or not...........
So many things going in my mind...... The people who supposed to help me are or not helping. cause they do not know what to do and the worst thing is they dont understand my feeling.
(If you know who i am referring to GUYS)...... Why waS I BORN IN THINS ******
HATE LIVING. FEEL VERY LONLY AND THERE IS NO ONE TO CONSOLE ME OR TALK TO ME.... GOD WHERE IS THE LISTENING EAR WHEN I NEED ONE......
So many things to say and talk about too bad cant write everything here......
Not even a week now i have to think about my future study ready? Why? Cause the adminision for Uni has started today and i am in the biggest confuse i was ever was......
Every thing went well even at my Medcial Checkup at CMPB. A bit disappointed that could not make into B or A even though i got A in all the stations expect only one, the height and weight station.
Just because i was over weight they gave me Pes BP... Nothing to be fussy about but abit hurting just all..... On my way back saw couple of my friends who told me about the admission. They said they were going to apply and asked me to apply with them. At first i said ok, but when came back home my mind changed, before all these i thought about working first before joing the uni but now i am confused, weather to apply or work first..... What to do now, my fmily finacial situtaion is not good, but people say there the bond to help, but i am not sure weather i will be sekected for the hlep or not...........
So many things going in my mind...... The people who supposed to help me are or not helping. cause they do not know what to do and the worst thing is they dont understand my feeling.
(If you know who i am referring to GUYS)...... Why waS I BORN IN THINS ******
HATE LIVING. FEEL VERY LONLY AND THERE IS NO ONE TO CONSOLE ME OR TALK TO ME.... GOD WHERE IS THE LISTENING EAR WHEN I NEED ONE......
So many things to say and talk about too bad cant write everything here......
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