13th Birthday.....

My younger brother birthday, is coming. Its his 13th birthday....

But to buy for him? And how to celebrate i?.... Being trying to answer this questions for the pass few days and till have not got any answer.... Tml is his big day.... and I still got not even a single idea......What am I going to do? 

Alive.....

To all my friends out there...... Sorry and Happy National Day.
Sorry i did not update the blod or keep in touch with you guys. BRT was really tiring and after that i totally forgot that i even had a blog.

POPed...now working in SCDF HQ at UBI doing programming under TRAINING DEPT.
My seriors are good and friendly. But some of the officers here are not that approrachable.....Still got alot to learn from my seniors. Esp no how to avoid unnessary work.

After one month plus of work, got my first off. Planing to take on the 29th this month. Hope i can meet every one. Miss the schl and holidays alot.........

Nothing much..... but will get back soon....

Sick.....Sick.......

This week was not that great at all...... From the begining of this week, i was not feeling well. Was having bad cough which turned into fever and followed by vomiting....

Wednesday went to sickbay hoping to get recoverd, but no use at all.....Lastly the MO gave me 2 days MC. Sad to leave the camp early but at the same time happy.......Came back home on Thursday late morning and till now i have not recovered yet. Still got the bad cough and the fever.

Tml will be Saturday and Sunday i need to book in ready.....I really hope i get cured by tml morning so at least i can spend my sat in the way i want..... Oh my god,....... pls cure me......

SCDF

Two long weeks have passed since i joined the SCDF. Still got 11 more weeks to go.
One thing is sure.. NS is not easy. Very tiring.....even the training can be coped with but the punishments are the worst. If one does a silly mistake, the whole lot gets it.... which some times i think is not resonable...... But what can i do......

One thing is sure... ENDURENCE is something that i need to learn and  i need to build it. Have not met any friends yet. If possible, i think i will meet you guys next week..... Hope to see you guys soon....... 11 weeks ..... Here we go.......

21st Birthday

This week i celebrated my 21st birthday...... Yup  I have reached the Adulthood ready...lol
Celebration wise for this year was great.
All started with my Poly mates who celebrated it in a restaurant(Sakura) on Good Friday along my close friend Mich(Mich birthday was the next day after me)
It was nice and very piseah... the restaurant played the birthday song  and guys started to sing the song. And there was this strawberry cake which i and Mich finished all the strawberries in it. Haha...
Next was my Tuition Students who did a surprise birthday bash at their house. How nice of them, celebrating my birthday...
The other best thing, was that this year i welcomed my birthday at a Church. Since my birthday fall on Easter Sunday, i followed my friend Edwin to Easter celebration in church and i had no other choice but to welcome it in the church and followed by it a small party at Edwin place.
Now lastly Family celebration at DownTownEast coming weekends. Wow.. did not even dreamt that my birthday would last for one whole week.

Wasn't it great. All your loved ones remembering one of your most impt day and celebrating it with you. Thanks guys for all  your love. I really don't know how am I going to  repay you all.
Once again THANKS THANKS

Hows this?

Update since last blog:

Singtel Contract Finished
Working as IT Trainer for my old company
Met my Poly mates. Had great time chatting with them
Had Lunch with poly mates. Hope to meet the rest of the gang.
Went to THALAI house to see his kid.  So Cute.... and small....

Assignment at East View Secondary went superb. Will miss all the kids there.
Currently Counting down for NS .............

Too Late... Leaving Soon

I getting the hang of my current job and the people working with me. I now even making more new friends who are not from my department... But sadly, i just cant contiune any more longer ....

My Ex-Company called me and offered me IT Trainer job back. The pay is higher than my current job but it is assignment base. But the best thing if i take up that offer i will have alot of time to mix with my family and friends before i go into NS. I can spend more time in the gym training myself. But my monthly pay will not be as high as my current job unless i take more assignments. What to do........................

On the other hand, I can bear leaving the new work place. So many aunties looking after me and Colleques helping me when i need any help.
Its very homely here, but what other option i have. If only the rules were more felixible, I would do both job. Ah................ No thing else can be said now. I have to take a decision, either work hard or Work and play hard...... Either Singtel Or GNS......Either Work for someone-else or Work for yourslef........ Guys i Need your advise. What you all think sholu i do?

Secondary One

It was just like yersterday when he entered Primary schl. But 6 years have pass so fast untill i myself did not notice him growing.

Now, R(A) has just entered his Secondary schl life. Really proud of him. Being weak in his studies, i was really worried wether will he make it or not. But with GOD's Grace and his hardwork he has made it.

No words can explain my happiness for him. Now he is in this school and has went for his FIRST ORIENTATION camp. It been one whole day ready since i saw.

Should be coming back home today. Cant wait to see him and chat with. Wander how a boys schl will be different from a mixed school. All the Best Bro, I know you will make it. Just remember even if i am not here , you got other brothers and sisters (MY FRIENDS) who will be there for you. I know they will there for you when you need them. May be not all but surely at least one of them.

2008......

2008 started for me with a visit to the clinic. Can you believe it? Sick on the first day of New Year. Really wander how will my whole year would be now? LOL.....
Just imagine the whole year i keep on going to see the doctor for MCs N stuffs...... Hahaha.....

The 400 dollars i earn in my NS career will be just gone in a flash..... Not only this year is a special year for me too.... I just cant wait for 08 April 08 and 23 March 08.

08 April 08
Is the date which i will be enlisting to the CDF. Just cant wait for it. Abt 1 year plus of waiting will be ending soon. Soon i will be going to experience the NS men life..... Lose some weight(ALOT), Fight the Fire and other stuffs. Now i can boast with my friends that i am MAN no more teen.

But also very scared. Once again i will going to through a new phase of my life. Really wander how will i cope it, new friends to meet N Mix. Will they like me? Will they accpet me as their friend? Will my Sgt be fierce? Can i "TAHAN" the pressure? Who will take care of my brother?
So many questions... where to find the answers? I dont know, who to talk abt it?.. Dont Know!

23 March 08
The other impt day in my life. Thats when i will be turning 21. The magical number that i have been waiting for. How am i going to celebrate it, No idea at all... Who to invite no idea at all....


So many things running in my mind... No wander i can concentrate on my work now days. Everything feeling tired and sleepy. Y? Not enough sleep is it? Or is because i getting old?

?????????

Will Miss You Guys!

Tina & Cheryl will be leaving soon...... Thinking about it really makes me sad.
For the past 2 month or so... we have been like brother and sisters.... Both of them young and playful .

Everytime i see them reminds me of my sec schl days..... How i was playful and joking around with my teachers and friends. My Office place will sure be very quite when they both leave......

BOSS! Thats something that i will miss hearing..... Nothing else to say. ... I will just miss them alot.... Even when i have the rest..... They will be missed till the day i quit my work....

But one thing is sure i will never forget them nor their names. They will always be in my heart and in my soul......... Gals Miss you alot.....Remember BOSS will always be here for you guys.....

Pika ....Pika.....

Back online....

After a big gap, i am finally writing again........ Nearly 4 mths have passed since my last blog.
Alot of good and bad things has happen. Some has made better while some has been challenging.

Wat ever it is, Time has passed, and i am not borthered in looking at them back......
My head is help up, my mind is clear. All i want to do now, is to do well in my current job and catch up with all my "lost" friends.........

Happy National Day....

Happy National Day to all my friends and to everyone...... My apologise to all my friends whom i have neglected for the pass few weeks..

Been very busy with my new assignment - training a batch of secondary school kids for their upcoming dance and video competion.....

2 weeks of training have taken every little essence out of me..... Choreographing a dance is very new to me N indeed it was the hardest assignment i ever took.  N i still have 4 more weeks to go

OH MY GOD...... Really wander when it will end.....

Past week have been very fun tiring.... Camping with Win, Watching the NDP preview, Dancing,Uzapping, Teaching and lastly but not the least Shouting and yelling... lol

Looking forward for this weekends to relax and have fun....... with all my friends.......

Peops look out, R(A) is back to party !!!!!!!!

Touched....

Ghost Hunting..... thats what came into my mind,  when i woke up on Saturday morning....
Why? How? Didn't seem to appear when i had the idea..... Even Harry Potter didn't seem to be impt (Got to delivered on the same day at 7.02pm in my pre-order special casing)..... Nothing seems impt to me that day.....

With a brief idea oh what to do and where to search for "GHOST", I went to Eds place and told him abt my morning experience.... Interested with my idea we planned to leave around 4 plus fro his place..... But his mother changed his plans b asking to go to MASS with her.

Is it his good luck or my bad luck, i had no one to follow me, but i insisted on going.... 4.30 pm sharp i left to meet my "new friends".

On the way called up my Old and Trusted, Ghost Hunter (Big J). With him beside him, we went to Pasir Ris Park. By the time we reached there it was dark and lonely..... With Big J beside me it was exactly  like old times where we wandered around EAST COAST for days looking for GHOST.(Just that we were not as prepared like old times, and our group of 5 become 2 now)

Being a frequent visitor to the Beach, both of us felt very creepy and scared on that day...
We rented 2 bicycles from the Costa Sands Bicycle Shop for overnight and we set off looking for the possible places where we could feel their presence...

Not long after we set off,  we went into couple of troubles such as the  Big J version blurring and his bike chain getting loose.... At first we thought it was just a small problems... We did not realise that they were the warning from the other world....

Nothing felt scary or creepy... but when we cycled near this maze (built by the government for entertainment) both of us felt that the bicycle was not moving as fast as it was... In fact it was getting slower and slower.... Our instinct told that this has to be the place... So we got down.... By then Big J was chanting in Chinese and he started to shiver.... thats when we realised that we were not prepared..... Talking slowly and encouraging Big J we  were tempted to go in the maze.... but as we built the courage to go in, Big J same something white floating over the maze.. and he shouted.... When i say it, at first i also thought it was a short fat ghost, but as i looked harder i saw something else on the ghost body, something red..........the Merlin logo was on it and than only i realised it was just a plastic bag floating..... Looking silly i told Big J what it was and tried to clam him down.....

Once again we tried to enter the this time, something else stopped us..... a cry of a small baby... looking around recklessly, we searched from where the sound came from.... At that time we could not find the source as the sound came from all over us.......Getting tensed and scared we started to get on our bike, when we saw the same thing.... Right beside the maze there as a bench and underneath there was the same white plastic bag we saw earlier and the sound came from inside it..... But thins time, the plastic bag looked as if it had something in it moving fast....

At instant we knew what to do..... both of us got onto our bike and we started to peddle as fast as we can...... We were getting away from the baby cry.... the faint cry started to change into a voice of a woman, which was now singing a slow soft song in a different language which i did not understand, but i did now something, it was not any ordinary song but a song to clam the baby cry..... after for about 15 mins non stop peddling, Big J shouted "Stop Ready, Stop Ready". At first i heard as if "Caught Ready " Until i turned behind and saw Big J has stopped cycling and he was panting heavily....

With a desperate look, i turned the bike and rode towards him....Asking him what happen, he repeated the same thing again" Stop Ready" thats when i realised it was not "Caught Ready", Panting heavily, both of us looked at each other. Even with little light i was able to see his dark blue eyes moving up and down heavily as he breathed heavily...... Tyring hard to listen to him in between both our heavy breaths, he told that the lady voice was actually a Cantonese lady and she was a singing the traditional Cantonese song sang to babies when the mothers tried to clam the babies......He understand cause he was a Cantonese, and he also told me that his mom has sang the same song to his brothers and sisters when they are crying.... Poor Big J..... Now he will not be able to clam himself when ever he hears the song again......

No wander i heard the baby crying got fainter as we drove.... Even now as i type this incident, i can feel my hair standing up straight..... the song is still ring in in my ears...... This is not the only thing we  experienced on our little trip..... There are still more, but i am not going to say it today or now, just thinking about it makes me feel super scared... But friends i will share my experience with you guys soon, once i have overcame this.... Do look out......

Dear friends,

 Don't ever do something as stupid as we did. We are luckily to be in one piece .... We may never know what can happen next... And do remember that we are not the only living things in earth, and also remember, that live after death do exist......

For now i am going to read my HP to release my stress...... May the death ones rest in peace and the living ones live in peace......

Drive-a-thon.....

Past Weekend was a memorable one... even though it was the most expensive weekend i ever had in my entire life....

I spent 850 dollars in 3 days.... Fri, Sat N Sun..... All my hard earning gone in a puff....

I have drove cars which were brand new, one of the expensive one, why even a classic model but never have i ever drove one that was purely for my own purpose or for my family.....

But this weekend, was an expectational.... I did not know why, but all of a sudden i just thought of renting a car and drive... and the outcome was my 850 dollars gone in 3 days.........

Lancer 2007, turbo engine, vinyls, air charger and even neon lighting this are the rough specs of the car which i rented.. for the last 3 weekends...... Wow, even my dad surprised by the car i chose and the way i drove it.....


At last i was able to show my family members, the Rasul Style of Driving....(Raging Lion)...lol
I was happy also nearly after about 2 years i got my driving license, i never drove a decent car for myself or for my folks, till now......3 days i drove all the content out..... Just keep on driving to all the shopping malls i could find in the east and north, Pick up and Drop off my family members to where ever they wanted to go,..... got into a mini race with my uncle at AYE, wow... really amazing,

All the pain in earning that cash is nothing to what i was experiencing at that time......Even after all my dreams was shattered (Racing ones).... I still had the touch and instinct hidden down in me...

I just cant wait to grab the steering wheels again......

Sweet Reminisces

This friday will be a day to remember.....Many good things happen....

I really did not expected to meet them....Its been nearly 4 years since i last saw them....
And to meet them at a place where i dont expect to.... is the other great thing.....

After some time, went to meet my Poly mates for dinner and we went to this restaurent called Velgare..... Not a very common restaurent right... But the food was great....
Both I and Jie bought the Lamp Chop....but quite ex.... And the funniest thing was that Jie read the price of my drink (I buy often) wrongly N gave me a scare..... I on the other hand, belived and put it back but luckily  i found out the right price and we both bought the same drink....How could i have gone for that trick when esp i buy that drink very often....lol

The surprising  thing was that, i met my secondary school classmates. 3 of them infact... 3 differnt gerls who i used to be closed with....

Too bad could not  name them here, if you want more info tag me...lol....
I was shocked when i heard some one called my name...
Turned to see some farmilar faces ...At first i could not recornise them but when i saw har... i know who they were.....Was really happy that they still remembered me after all these years....... Got a short talk... and then we departed.........Too bad we did not chat long... Hope to meet them again... Now i really miss them N my secondary school days.....


Wander weather was I presentable or not at that time.... Guys was I good at that time.....?
And thanks to Leader, cause if he did not choose that place for dinner, i would not have met my friends. Thanks dude...

Miss u guys & Miss India

Missing alot o people....... First all my friends who have went to NS, Second Miss India,Third My GrandParents and lastly Myslef.........

Currently, working on a freelance project and we are meeting up again quite often. But the time is not like how it was. Without them seems quite and sometimes lonely........

Really wander y, they havent call me for my NS. I am willing to give my service but dont know why they dont want to call. Calling the hotline has become a everyday thingy for me ready and the worst thing is that everytime i call, the answers for my questions are getting different and different.

..........Sianz......

Many people asked me y i keep my self away from certain things.... And has i have replied before, it is simply due to religion issues and some other the issues. Wandering what is that......

I am not sure is it because of my SHAPE,RELIGION,COLOR or LOOK people sometimes push me a side. Its either the friend family members or friends friends push me aside. Even though some of you fight for me, there are still some who will listen to the crap and push me aside.

Come on i am also a human being....... I am not going to eat them or kill them right....
The first time i experience it, it was very hurting, but now since i come across quite oftern, I am abit used to the behaviour....Now days before even i go into that kind of situtation, i try to get myself out..... It is just that i dont want to hurt anyone. I do not want you guys fighting for me..... Most importantly i dont want any cracks in our friendship...........Everyone's family is important to each everyone. Listen to them and try to cut down the fights you have with them......

Thats why, i sometime reject some offers. So please understand me. I want you to be happy and not to fight just for me.....I hope u would understand it when i reject the offer.......Sorry and all the best.............

P.S. Please dont get angry, I want out friendship to last long. Thats why i have to take this decision, it both hurting for you and me too.....

Copy Cats

5 am and still everyone at my house is awake.. . . Wandering y?...... Just came back after watching a tamil movie..... "Shivaji". Show started at 1 and ended at 4.30. 3 hrs nad 30 mins was just awesome

One of the most awaited and best movies i have seen in my entire live..... Love it alot..... expect that the ticket price was 15 dollars for each and individual..... quite ex ah.....?

The best part of the movie is that they imitated me. The main hero imitated me..... Wandering how ?
Let me tell you. What will i say at the end of every good comment or idea or even statement ?
COOL..... and thats what the main hero was doing..... he was telling the cool word at each good comment, idea, statement. and the great part was that.... the way he told was exactly like the way i say..... very interesting ah... this is the second time a big hero is copying my style.

Really makes me wander weather someone is spying on me and telling my styles to the actors ..... lol

So many things.....

So many things has happen in the past few days.
  • Me doing great achievements.....
  • My closest friend tring to kill himself....
  • Me rejecting all other entertaiment offers due to work.....
  • Me getting sick and food posion........
  • My whole family getting sick..........
  • My 3 hrs talk with Miss India.......
  • Fighting with my parents to save a person life.........
  • Spending 100 dollars on taxi within two days........
  • Solving 2 love problems and helpping them to patch.......
What to do...!Not enough time to blog or upadte my own life.. Anyway really have been busy and hope to catch up with my other friends soon. All the best to all the brave men going to protect our nation. 3 cheers and prayers for you guys.

graduation

At last 3 years of hardwork and sleepless nights have paid off. Looking back now seems stupid. But for some reasons cant stop it. Surprised that only 3 from my class turned up. Luckily, every one from my FYP team turned up. Too bad, wanted take photos with everyone but couldnt . I just wish every one all the best and lets keep in touch...

Really wander weather i have become to finest "sliver" or not.
Only the consumers can tell it now........

At last i have acomplised what my dad wanted me to do. But one thing is sure. I am not going to stop it here. With you guys(friends) and god support i will go as far i can...... It just matters weather i can do it or not........

Still Hanging On....

Day 3

9.00 am
Still waiting for the class to turn up. The teachers keep on forgeting that they got classes today. Everytime i have to go personally can remind them. If not must send some other kid. The dam intercom at the lap is also down. Sianz... They really making me walk all around the school. Why ? Cant find the class rooms.

9,15 am
At last they came. Small class but very naughty class. Everyone running and shouting about. Even the form teacher cant control the class. Asath to the rescue.... Played a short cartoon clip from youtube. tha da.....Every one under my control. lol At i managed to teach them flash and majority of them did a great job.
Still got a long day ahead. 4 classes each one hour. All the way to 1.30. After that it is just me and youtube and me again hahaha. May some young friends. Always coming and keeping me a company. Very nice of them

Day 4

Today is the last day. I really goona miss the students, the lab, the food and esp my young friends.

8.30 am

Typed a formal letter to the all the classes i was going to teach today. Reminding them about their class training session. Now wandering how to give to all the teachers.............................

8.45am

One of my young friends came and Wa la.. Sent them to do my work. Evil of me ah...
Once again a long day ahead. This time i have no time even to take my lunch. After prayers got a training session. Today i will be trainng the teachers,rincipal on flas. The highlight of the session is training them on Network Administration. Wish i could have someone to help me out and also i want to do a good job. The speciality of the this session is that, i will be the only one training them. No assitants, no help, nothing at all. Really wander how is it going to turn out to be.